BrighterHeart

<sub>*cries for eternity*

WHEN YOU GET DRUNK I'LL BE THE WINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OOOOOH I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU THESE FIVE WORDS I SWEAR TO YOUU

I saw Bon Jovi last night and Jon winked at me and I know I posted a journal about this on my visual art account but it was just so awesome and and and yeah *still crying*</sub>

So since I've written my last journal, a couple of days passed and on Sunday, Satini passed away. I wasn't ready for her death, and it's something I'd worry about often. Then it happened... And I had no idea what to do. I left school early yesterday and didn't go today.

I decided I didn't want anymore guinea pigs for a LONG while, but my brother decided to get me a birthday gift, and, well... It's a boy with long hair. He's used to me since I help out in the pet shop where my brother got him from and I used to take him out for a run almost all the time.

HEY.
HEY EVERYBODY.

DID YOU MISS ME.

BECAUSE I SURE AS HELL MISSED YOUSE.

I ACTUALLY SHOULDN'T BE COMING BACK TO DA NOW SINCE SCHOOL STARTED BUT I ALWAYS LOVED TO SPEND MY FALL AND WINTER EVENINGS ON DEVIANTART AND TALK TO ALL YOUSE EPIC PEOPLE.

AND WELL

IT'S FALL

SINCE AUGUST 1ST

AND I MISSED THIS

SO HI AGAIN.

-------AAANYWAY-------

I've been DRAWING THINGS. I've actually went and bought a sketchbook and FILLED IT WITH DRAWINGS.

AND I'VE BEEN COMPOSING AHAHAHAAAA I'M VERY HAPPY TODAY

And I'm listening to the 80s hairbands radio. WHEEEE BON JOVI

I'm also a bit sick, my throat is sore and my right tonsil is swollen BUT I GOT MEDS FOR IT YAY


And I'm FINALLY DOIN MUSIC IN SCHOOL AND I EVEN HAVE A DOUBLE YAY AND I HAVE TO DO A PRACTICAL EVERY TWO/THREE WEEKS SO I'LL BE DOING LOTS OF EVANESCENCE, EPICA AND SOME GLAM SONGS ON THE PIANO WHOOOOO

Anyway, I'm off to do my homework now and then I SHALL BE BACK!

Psychoanalyze yourself; Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end.

(No cheating!)


1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?
My dog.

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
Well, since these are the woods it has to be a forest animal... A fox.

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
It sees me, I want to try and pet it and it gets scared and runs off.

4. What is your dream house and how big is it?
A small house out in a field near a forest with enough space for a grand piano.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
No.


6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table...What is on it?
A small statue of a treble clef.


7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A cracked white cup.


8. What do you do with the cup?
Look at it and keep walking.


9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself at what kind of body of water?
A lake

10. How do you get to the other side?
I don't. I stay there.











The ANSWERS

1. The person/people who you are walking in the woods with are the most important to you.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your desire for a relationship. (HAHAHAHA what)

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.

Stolen from ByakkoTRF

1. Open your library
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

*Opening Credits*
Storytime - Nightwish

*Waking Up*
No More Tears - Ozzy Osbourne

*First Day at School*
Eva - Nightwish

*Childhood*
Live Wire - Mötley Crüe

*Falling in Love*
Falling In Love(Is Hard On The Knees) - Aerosmith (Haha)

*Fight Song*
Moonlight Sonata - Beethoven (HAHA OHMYGOD)

*Breaking Up*
Sweet Sacrifice - Evanescence

*High School*
Drop Dead Gorgeous - Aerosmith (...)

*Prom*
Whisper - Evanescence

*Life*
Phantom Of The Opera - Nightwish

*College*
Nothin' But A Good Time - Poison (Hahahaha)

*Mental Breakdown*
Sensorium - Epica

*Driving*
69 Tea - Seether

*Flashback*
Late Goodbye - Poets Of The Fall

*Getting Back Together*
We Are Broken - Paramore

*Wedding*
Solitary Ground - Epica

*Birth of Child*
Maria Magdalena - Visions Of Atlantis

*Final Battle*
Edison's Medicine - Tesla

*Death Scene*
Enjoy The Silence - Depeche Mode

*Funeral Song*
My Heart Is Broken - Evanescence

*End Credits*
Lost - Visions Of Atlantis